....One of my contribution to press on....
Dearest Ashley,
I gave you a card that signed BBF (Best Babes Forever)
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You don't get angry when i change the plans
Somehow or rather you're never out of second chances
I'm so lucky that i've found you
You're a true friend
You're not plastic but very genuine
We'll go to the ends of the earth, till we'll find the things that we need
We hang on through the ups and downs
When something ain't right, we talk to each other and into the night
There's nothing to hide or pretend
Cause i've got someone to believe in, which is you!!
It's so good to have you around
You're here till the end!!!
~* Lotz of Love*~
What Hurts The Most!..
Do we always have to be the bad person, even if we're doing it for the best of both parties?!well i dint mean to hurt you what so ever. im sorry if i have broke your heart but i told you from the very beginning. if i wouldnt have done so, im afraid you'll be even more heartbroken and that would be much worst!!why does it have to be this way?! we were once best of pals and now its like you anti-me.you were the one and only one of that gender that i can really talk to and pour my heart out to.dont you see that? dont you even care? dont you even feel that our decade of friendship has juz been wasted juz because of THAT?the way that you're acting is so immature and that isn't you. you're always telling me bout how immature other people are and now you're acting like one. its juz so not who i thought you were. you were always the person that i admired for the attitude and personality you have.i thought you were the type that would stand tall and strong and would actually reason things out. but you backed out and ran away from reality!! cant you juz face it and live THAT aside and juz carry on like how it was? like having a mutual understanding.
the days that we spent were all so casual but meaningful at the same time. cant those hours juz cover up THAT little black spot? is it that difficult? if yes, could you juz come up right to my face and tell me off so that i wouldnt even think that there's possibilities of mending back that Friendship!!!
"What hurts the most, was being so close. And having so much to say, and watching you just walk away."
Wish you had someone trustable!..
I can't get it back, butI don't want it back, IRealized that,She don't know how to actNever been a dumb dudeNo I'm not denseI Just had a slight lackOf common senseI was the good guyShe was the bad girlI'm thinking one girlShe thinking me, earl James and jimmyYep she had plentyBut love for me, she didn't have anyI was inviting, her into my heartBut she was out riding in some other man's carShe was my night time, thought I was her star Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strongWont take long for me to move on[Hook:]Please don't worry bout me I'm fine(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)Only gonna play the fool one time(Only gonna play the fool one time)Trust me when I sayThat I'll be OKGo on girl(Go on girl)Go on girl(Go on girl)Go on girl
I can't get it back, butI don't want it back, I Realized that,She don't know how to actTried to settle down and look what I getThought it was my time, but I guess not yetShe at the bar getting drinks from many menI'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriendsTrust not knowing, truly not knowingI look back now like, man, I was openI was inviting, her into my heartBut she was out riding in some other man's carShe was my night time, thought I was her starGuess I was wrong, but see I'm strongWont take long for me to move on[Hook][Bridge]The mistake I made is clear(we never should've been together)Thats the reason you're not here(I know that I can do much better)Not a single salty tearNot a feeling in my chestBaby I'm feeling no stressI'm too fly to be depressedGo on GirlGo on GirlGo on GirlGo on Girl *sniffles*
Where to for Valentine's Day?...
Valentine flashback!..
Valentine's always gives me a flashback on the year 2006. it was the most memorable valentine's day i've ever spent. Why is that so? well me and Stephanie spent a night out to celebrate. well yeah, Stephanie is not a guy but a gal!. we wanted to juz have dinner and spend sometime together. we went to 1u. our usual place (Chili's) was packed with people. people were queue-ing up like there was no tomorrow. so we decided to try Jack's Place. but the same thing happened!. lines were long as a train. we ran out of ideas, so we waltz the whole way in 1u and every restaurant was a definite to have a queue. so we landed at Wong Kok eating Hong Kong food. well it was alright. but the strange thing was all the tables were placed in a such a way that tables were sat only for 2 people. so we sat and ate. everyone were staring at us cuz we're like the only gal and gal together. wonder what came across their mind?haha!. well juz so both of our conscious are clear is good enough. haha!.. well it wasnt that extravagant but it was the company that makes it terrific and worth remembering!.. funny but weirdly funny.haha!..ps. Jiji and Chocoberry, please dont let your date (Stephanie) down!..>!alrighty!<
Chinese New Year Getaway...
Spent the Chinese New Year holidays at Cyberview Lodge, Cyberjaya. it was my 2nd time there, therefore activities there are usually the same cause there's nothing much to do there. Its basically a place to rest, relax and pamper yourself. so spa & massage, into the swimming pool and back to the spa again was a routine for the 3 days spent there. but it was fun though letting yourself being pampered every once in awhile.
i received quite a fair bit of red packets this year. well theres alot of money involved. Ka-chingggg!!! im really happy bout it.but there wasnt much of cam-whoring so there aint any pictures to upload.till thentoodle-looxoxo
Gossips never gets better with the GOSSIP GIRL!!