Thursday, February 28, 2008

....One of my contribution to press on....

Dearest Ashley,

I gave you a card that signed BBF (Best Babes Forever)
You've got a million ways to make me laugh

You don't get angry when i change the plans
Somehow or rather you're never out of second chances

I'm so lucky that i've found you

You're a true friend
You're not plastic but very genuine
We'll go to the ends of the earth, till we'll find the things that we need
We hang on through the ups and downs

When something ain't right, we talk to each other and into the night

There's nothing to hide or pretend

Cause i've got
someone to believe in, which is you!!
It's so good to have you around

You're here till the end!!!

~* Lotz of Love*~

Monday, February 25, 2008

What Hurts The Most!..


Do we always have to be the bad person, even if we're doing it for the best of both parties?!

well i dint mean to hurt you what so ever. im sorry if i have broke your heart but i told you from the very beginning. if i wouldnt have done so, im afraid you'll be even more heartbroken and that would be much worst!!

why does it have to be this way?! we were once best of pals and now its like you anti-me.
you were the one and only one of that gender that i can really talk to and pour my heart out to.
dont you see that? dont you even care? dont you even feel that our decade of friendship has juz been wasted juz because of THAT?

the way that you're acting is so immature and that isn't you. you're always telling me bout how immature other people are and now you're acting like one. its juz so not who i thought you were. you were always the person that i admired for the attitude and personality you have.
i thought you were the type that would stand tall and strong and would actually reason things out. but you backed out and ran away from reality!! cant you juz face it and live THAT aside and juz carry on like how it was? like having a mutual understanding.


the days that we spent were all so casual but meaningful at the same time. cant those hours juz cover up THAT little black spot? is it that difficult? if yes, could you juz come up right to my face and tell me off so that i wouldnt even think that there's possibilities of mending back that Friendship!!!


"What hurts the most, was being so close. And having so much to say, and watching you just walk away."

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Wish you had someone trustable!..



I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back, I
Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl James and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me,
she didn't have any
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back,
I Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on

[Hook]


[Bridge]
The mistake I made is clear
(we never should've been together)
Thats the reason you're not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby I'm feeling no stress
I'm too fly to be depressed
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl

*sniffles*

Monday, February 18, 2008

Where to for Valentine's Day?...


well we went to The Gardens. we as in, me, Ashley, Tracy, Justin, Lucas and not to forget Boon Dat. we had lunch in a Taiwanese restaurant. food there was pretty good and the price was affordable. its actually not a Valentine's celebration but it was juz a casual lunch out like we always do.

had a great time that day. felt like we managed to catch up alot due to the CNY break. it was awfully great though. and there we have our cam-whoring sessions.=P





















































































































alrighty thats all for now,

tata
xoxo

Friday, February 15, 2008

Valentine flashback!..

Valentine's always gives me a flashback on the year 2006. it was the most memorable valentine's day i've ever spent. Why is that so?

well me and Stephanie spent a night out to celebrate. well yeah, Stephanie is not a guy but a gal!. we wanted to juz have dinner and spend sometime together. we went to 1u. our usual place (Chili's) was packed with people. people were queue-ing up like there was no tomorrow. so we decided to try Jack's Place. but the same thing happened!. lines were long as a train. we ran out of ideas, so we waltz the whole way in 1u and every restaurant was a definite to have a queue.

so we landed at Wong Kok eating Hong Kong food. well it was alright. but the strange thing was all the tables were placed in a such a way that tables were sat only for 2 people. so we sat and ate. everyone were staring at us cuz we're like the only gal and gal together. wonder what came across their mind?haha!. well juz so both of our conscious are clear is good enough. haha!.. well it wasnt that extravagant but it was the company that makes it terrific and worth remembering!.. funny but weirdly funny.haha!..

ps. Jiji and Chocoberry, please dont let your date (Stephanie) down!..


>!alrighty!<

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Chinese New Year Getaway...

Spent the Chinese New Year holidays at Cyberview Lodge, Cyberjaya. it was my 2nd time there, therefore activities there are usually the same cause there's nothing much to do there.

Its basically a place to rest, relax and pamper yourself. so spa & massage, into the swimming pool and back to the spa again was a routine for the 3 days spent there. but it was fun though letting yourself being pampered every once in awhile.





i received quite a fair bit of red packets this year. well theres alot of money involved. Ka-chingggg!!! im really happy bout it.
but there wasnt much of cam-whoring so there aint any pictures to upload.


till then
toodle-loo
xoxo

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Gossips never gets better with the GOSSIP GIRL!!

It all started from one to another and more. Addiction comes by very easily but to overcome it its a real pain. At this point in time, my addiction to it has slowly brewed in me bit by bit. It has come to a level where i think about it if i dont get any, i cant sleep when i've got too much of it and cant eat cause im getting neither. i stayed awake the whole night just to have it and might have overdosed it. I really just cant get enough of that thing, I might actually land up somewhere to get some help.

You might be thinking drugs or fag, but its neither! I'm talking GOSSIP GIRL people!haha.. man its bad that im addicted to it, i watched straight 11 episodes last night an dint sleep till 6.30 in the morning. and now i just cant wait for the next 2 episodes, its like i can just watch it the whole day without having to eat. i might land up in a GOSSIP Girl rehab.haha!..


Anyways i know it sounds pretty lame.. but what the heck right? its my 1st time blogging so yeah that explains it..





THE CAST of Gossip Girl























"The popular and IT girl!"




















"The HaWt dude"






















"The whitty and bitchie!!"













"Charming!!!"

















"Psychopath-womanizer!"






"Best Babes!!!"

yeap that was my addiction. so much so for Gossip Girl. will see ya next time!

all thanks to my dear friend Stephanie who is now in Melb!. thx for the DVDs.haha.
miss ya loadz!.. muaxxz!.. see ya soon..


XOXO,


~you know you love me.~

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